To be allowed in it (the hole or whole) we must real-eyes
and re-member that YOU chose to go in. Almost identical to the example in the Matrix movie and red pill blue pill. You and I chose the blue which opens the door literally into HELL. Once you are in and keep going deeper, doors of knowledge, wisdom and understanding kick open with each daily experience. And each day since birth is recorded and stored in our computer brain for future references. Therefore the saying... "What you think is who you are and who you are came from what you thought" is a true statement.
When I was 9 years old, I recall praying a special prayer on both neese at the right side of my bed. The first part of the prayer went like this... "Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the lord my soul to take." The add-on finishing, I started a free style prayer that went like this... "Dear God, whoever and wherever you are please hear my prayers. I only ask for Knowledge, Wisdom and Understanding... Aman!"
Little did I know then that I was literally asking permission to GO STRAIGHT TO HELL. And stay there until you figure out how to JUMP OUT. There is no way that YOU and I will achieve those three without going to and through Hell. However, once you have gone in and did your time (in my case it was a total of nearly 75 years... all my life) and you pass the test of time alive and able to think outside while inside. Only your knowledge, wisdom and understanding of the time will guide you to JUMP OUT. This is that time for me.
So now you will share with me in the new prayer to myself as I approach my 75th return to wealth and freedom... "Giving thanks and praise to all of my life's experience (the good, the bad, the joy, the sad). Nobody know but me and my co-travelers. There is not one moment that I would trade, overlook or discard as they all were important right along with the people who brought pain and happiness. Real-eyeing that I am highly favored, I now only ask that WEALTH be added. Wealth will allow me to JUMP OUT is style while helping other creative people build on there dreams."... STAY TUNED for the best and the rest of your life.